huh!!!!!!!!!!
avarice_me
its been a decade since i blogged...last was like...10 mnths bak....
dont have a very good reason either....
at times..i think why is it so easy to pin point others than to see...where we go wrong...
is "I" so over confident or...absolutely blinded coz of r own naiveness...!!!!!!!!

history repeats itself!!!
avarice_me
the same story of mah cell in delhi was repeated with mah wallet in blore busses..!!!
am sooooooooooooo amused!!!
ppl keep tellin me am way too lucky...
but i wud like to blv...
humanity hasnt turned too crooked yet!!!

yippiieee
avarice_me
Started with mah new internship...
happpy and excited...i knw wil do good
but this place looks alien to me...
no knwon faces or places...
the only solace is mah fone....i get alive again...hearin voices of mah ppl.
blore has a strange charm..
nvr struggled so hard to commute the way i am.....here...but there is a feeling of stability...
i feel i can pull it off alone too..!!!
basically...am confident enuf rite now....n feels good!!!

he is home....
avarice_me
after a year long battle of pain agony n hope...one of mah most beloved person....is back...between us...
happy as he was...im jittery...since there wud be times of...uncertainties...questions..in future...
where we all be again standing...prayin for him...
i wish if there couldn't be no more sorrows for him...he has had more than his share!!!
god bless him.....

speechless!!!!
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
ystdy that is on 14th had ma paper....so went in an auto with aalok (mah coll frend)....i was wearin these pants jinki pockets bahut hi small hain...had kept mah cell in there....
we rchd coll...paid the auto guy n went inside coll....
were revisin n all....n aroun 9:30 i realise i dont hav nah fone.....
fuck......searched like crazy...here n thr...no clue....
i was so fuckin....freaked out...fatt ke haath mein aa gayi thi sachchi mein...
then had paper till 10 to 1...
only i knw how i did mah paper.....it was not a total screw up but....below mah performance....
anyway came out was in a very somber mood....
then akriti(mah lifeline) came runnin to me n said ur fone is ringin...(earlier it was switched off)
i called up again on mah fone...n a guy picked up...i said its mah fone n i need it bak..
he said yes mam...i hired this auto n saw ur cell on the seat of the auto.......u can cm n collect it frm me..
ran to the place wid mah biker dost till khalsa(in the bike)....that holy soul was standin waitin for us wid mah fone...........
shit!shit!shit!!!
i was soo happy...n bewildered.....at the same time...
thanked that guy n came bak...
sabne bola
"beta ur luck is too good"
i wud not want to blv that...though very very relieved.....
n wid this i continue havin faith in people!!!!

dunno wat to name it!!!!
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
ystdy evenin....over with all chores...thot of wandering a lil in mah streets with an old frend.....n as i can forsee.....ended up at a place which always mesmerizes me with its whole existence....
this is a complex called IHC...(india habitat centre)...
basically a commercial complex...with no commercial touch at all...infact u can say a painters imagination....
red brick buildings with curtains of moneyplants all over hangin....full of trees n grass.....n in the middle has oasis of lotus...scattered....
every nook n corner has smthn different...!!!
houses two big auditoriums...one amphitheatre...n very good bakeries...(will come to this part later)
lots of theatre activities takin place with other live nights like music concerts...sm festival...exhibitions...etc.etc...
if u are not into any of these stuf...then well u can treat ur taste buds too..
eatopia-an eating places...offers some really mouth watering...deserts...n then the coffe shop...must is the dark chocolate cake piece...yuummm.......
n u are not a foodie...well then just sit n sit n sit n u wud know how hrs wud pass.....!!!!
have spent some of my most cherished n fun moments with mah college buddies here....get nostalgic whnvr go thr....n the best part is its just five minutes away from mah house....!!!!
hmm...........wud want to have an office here..or house...or i dunno....just wanna be close to this place...!!!

n the search goes on..!!!
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
hmm....drove 20 kms in the middle of the evenin..infact nite....without any clue bout mah destination....for wat...
mah bhaiyas....alliance........!!!!!!!!!
shaadi shaadi...its in the air..!!!
got lost n then found n then again lost!!!
hope this works...liked the gurrll!!!

how good is it to be bad...!!!!
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
ppl...say u gotto be nasty to get ur things done....infants play tantrums...adults play tricks...but then u c everyone is corrupt!!!
so how do v say that u are bad n im good???

btw...after writin this...one song lingers on mah mind...its absolutely not related to the aforesaid...

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Bryan adams-If ya wanna be bad - ya gotta be good


she gotta nasty reputation and a talent for sin
she's the kinda trouble - i like to be in
i wanna be her lover - i wanna be her slave
she's the kinda woman makes me wanna misbehave
she said "i'll give ya what you want boy - but lets make it understood
if ya wanna be bad - ya gotta be good"

she's say's "there'll be no lyin' - no foolin' around
no seven day weekends - no nights on the town"
she said "that's the way i want it - that's the way it's gotta be
if yer lookin' for trouble - better get it from me
so get on your knees boy - and do what you should
if you wanna be bad you gotta be good"
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all settled!!
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
hmm.....well sat to write..rather write again....had stopped for quite sm time...
but then am kinda in a perplexed state of mind!!!
read too many blogs n now am thinkin....how does this help...i mean...even after pourin out or at times ventin out ur thots help...but how...
the fact that strangers readin it or merely the fact that u have shared...to no one or everyone..???
how....!!!
will write back smthn more sensible pretty soon!!!

rich foodie india!!!!
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
east or west mom's food is the best....well thats wat i think...
mom makes delicious stuff to eat...
but then as ppl say u need change...
love indulging in chaats n any kinda spicey snacks...
now my colege is near this place called "chandni chowk: in delhi.
this place is like heaven for foodies...i swear....
u get different kndsa chaats like aaloo chaat, fruit chaat...papdi chaat...corn chaat....dahi balla chaat n wat not..
then u have tikki's...there too u have...varieties like potato, corn, peas, cauliflower, onion....quite a lot...then also combinations of these veggies...they all are served with a sweet n a chilly chutney with lodsa spices sprinkled n onions n raddish with corriander and ginger n anar seeds...
then there comes the real good part...two sides of it..the salty n oily...
n the sweet n gooey....
salt n oily...well real oily...paranthe waali gali...who's not heard of paranthas....breakfast in most of the northern states...but at this place u get this mind boggling choice that u end up being confused...
hm...first they make paranthas with lodsa stuffing then...once more deep fry them in desi ghee n served with hot boling curries....
they are absolutely delicious..
now the sweet side..kulfi's n rabri's n mithais....
just the right ending after such kinda food...
while on mah way back home..was thinkin wat all varieties do we have in india...the no. of spices, tastes, styles....i mean u have so many options n varieties n that too u can go for any type...like spicey not so spicey or also bland..but every dish has its taste...
i live to eat....n im stayin just at the right place...

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