who is right????
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
why does our n parents perspective differ so much...............
why is it that what we think n we agree upon they disagree.......
people say...generation gap....but what confuses me is...
wudnt they have had these views, demands n desires in their nascent times.....
werent things that complicated n fancy to their eyes....werent they this aggressive in their times.......
though there must have been a lil difference in the way of thinkin of those times but not that different that they cant create a nexus.......
daily conflicts n explainations..........at times i prefer sayin silent...
probably tey think that i agree with them..but i keep silent with the thoght that me speakin wudnt make much of difference.
its no that everytime it happens...but u can say most of the times....
well if anyone cud happily tell me
WHY???

can i change...things?
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my concience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free


No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

hit hitted hit
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
messed up with one of mah seniors car...she didnt feel like drivin today as hadnt slept the whole nite....so i was drivin...n a bus comes n hits us while turnin...wasnt mah fault........hm... not fully...the bus was not movin...n there was no space on the right to move so i overtook frm the left.........yeah i know sounds really wrong...
was just bout to cross the length of the bus when that stoopid driver suddenly turned hittin the bak of the car........aww....it has got a dent now..a nice ugly one...mah senoir thinks now that i don drive well:o(
there are smthns which im sure bout...when ppl get doubts bout them..it feels bad..
havnt been a good week....got bad result...ppl stood me up...n then this
huh..!!!!hope i wont mess up nymore...

.................?????
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevad of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
fucked up and everything’s all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone!

pretty sticky affair!!!
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
ah...finally i got to eat wit chopsticks....i had always wondered how do chinese eat with those two sticks hangin outta their hands....
anyway was at connaught place today...account closure....it didnt get processed coz i had forgotten sm docs...anyway...tired n drained...reached the parkin to pick up mah scooty n drive bak home when me n mah frns see this nicely decorated entrance of a restaurant called "the chinese"...
i recalled i had dough with me today..so thot of tryin it out...
though it turned out o lot more expensive than expected...phew..!!!!
nyway..went inside..n the ambience felt so inviting....richly decorated in wood...
wooden floors n the walls were covered with cane sheets...
in which lil stars n moons were tastefully carved out...behind those curtains i guess they had lit lamps...so cud see those dim rays....was pretty calming as well as seducing....uugghhh..!!!!(what)
nyway...first they kept a scoop of chocolate as a welcome sweet.....well that was pretty easy...then it was time to order...nthn was below 265 in the main course..not that much dough....so straightly frisked to the end page...deserts
but to r relief there were few things like chilly garlic noodles...n fried rice n likes...which were in r reach..
so here we are ready to rder...
then i see these two long dark brown sticks lying on the right side....so i ask are attender if he wud be kind enuf to teach us the use of chopsticks...
i start.......it seems lil tough but a lot of fun...did not expect to eat whole of the noodles with them...but holla....i did...
was really happy...felt like a big achvmnt....but the real task wud be to eat rice....wtih these sticks...will try next time...
n btw also had two different kinds of teas...
one was 8 herbs tea...n the other one was named as "yellow mountain"
we spent 300 bucks...but was worth it...

aint a bliss without mah sis
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
hm...its been kinda a year since dee left for pune...job thing...mummaaayyy i miss her...
guess wat even she is a ljer....this way i wud get a raise in mah pocket money..wot say dee...u dere
ah...guess the subject speaks...dont wanna write nymore

yyiiiikkkkeeesssss!!!!
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
today...temp was high n humidity...hm..pretty sweaty...
drinkin loads a water is pretty human....but ha from where....
there are a total of two water coolers in r coll buildin n in the adjacent buildin tow more..ah guess
are water coolers werent workin today coz they water pipe had got some cracks which were being repaired.....fine
atleast we had the other coolers to our relief but...
to r surprise even they were shut down...
but guess why...coz four monkeys were found dead in the water tank above...so they were cleanin the tank...
these tanks had been not cleaned since dont know when....
yuck.....chill down are spines..we had been drinkin that water since quite time...
huh!!!!!!!!moneky manace was a regular affair in are campus but it had nvr gone this bad....eewww...
day went pretty hm....ah....thirsty i guess

coffee n conversations
it burns..!!!
avarice_me
me and my friends today went to this place called " mocha". basically i dont think the concept of coffee cafes to be good...seems like a wate of money but this place is true to its description... u enter the place n the smell hits you....its a lil dingy smokey n has a very sheen touch to it... its divided into two floors...the basement one is the den...as in the place... they have couches, chairs, sofas, n "modas"....corners with satin n netted curtains n bamboo sheets......... u can sit n also lie down...doesnt matter... painted dull but not depressin clours.... but here comes the best part.... the deserts....then books n flavoured hookas.... though the first time i went there....it seemed to be overpriced but it was coz of those 4 types of taxes they had levied.... after VAT its a lil less.....but at times pain to ur pocket if sufferin frm money crunch... all in all a good way of spendin time n savourin the taste of coffee n chocolate

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